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Minggu, 10 Oktober 2010

Let's Pretend

Let's pretend we never met before

Let's pretend we never had something

Let's pretend this is the first day we meet each other

And then we can start what we had before all over again

P.S i still miss you
       i still love you
       i still need you
       and i wonder if you still feel the same way about me

COWOK ANJING!!

ANJING!! sumpah sialan tu cowok!!

kenapa sih tu cowok?!!

jijik gue ma dia. jijik dengan cara ngomongnya yang seperti om-om girang yang sedang ngajakin kencan perek ABG. jijik dengan pandangan mupengnya ke gue (sebenarmya dia mupeng ke semua cewek sih. itu yang bikin gue tambah jijik! EWW!). gue jijik dengan penampilannya yang norak, sumpret dandanannya dia kayak om-om girang yang sedang cari mangsa gitu. istilahnya kalo diukur pake termometer kejijikan, sampe pecah dah tu termometer.
ihhhhhhh!!! dosa apa ya gue ke bebek gue ampe ketemu dan kenal ma tu cowok?!

my story

            Last night i was alome. all alone, i was just by myself sitting in the corner of my room. That was 11 pm, so quite. All my family was sleeping. i tried to sleep, but i couldn't. There was something inside my fucking head that disturbed me. So i decided to take a piece of paper and a pen. What?  What was i going to do with those things? Ohh yeah!! I was about to share you guys ny something-that-disturbed-my-head.
           I was a new student in my high school. And there was a boy that gave me a very bad impression. let's we call him "Mr. X". So this Mr. X seemed so arrogant and selfish. I felt like i was being looked down by him. then one fucking day, suddenly he texted me. I didn't know why texted me. Honestly, i felt really really surprised, umm may be moore like SHOCKED!!! I was like " Mother F!! the most arrogant boy in class just texted me??!!!" Ok let's make it short, we finally texted each other. We became closer and closer. And unbelievably i started to love him. It was a love not just a crush! sadly, there was something behind his kindness, HE USED ME!! He used me to get alomg with a girl who was my bestfriend. Oh my gash, it hurt. I felt like being stabbed with million knives. how could he do that?!
            You all may ask wahy this story disturbed my fucking night, right? so last night, suddenly i miss him, ineed him,  i want him. His shadow suddenly floated on my mind. I know i am stupid, or more like fucking pathetic if i may say..  If i could go back i time and change things, trust me I WOULD! I would never know him, i would never believe him and the most important i would never love him!!

Sabtu, 09 Oktober 2010

Will she love you the way i loved you?

I wish i could have you
I wish i could tell you how much i need you by my side
But now its too late to tell you
You already have someone you share your heart with
Now can i ask you?
Will she love you the way i loved you?
Will she heal your pain?
Will she be there for you through the storm of your life?
Will she dance with you in the rain?
Will she be the one who tell you how much she loves you every morning when you wake up?
Will she lift you up when you're down?
WILL SHE, HUH?!