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Sabtu, 19 Maret 2011

KEEP YOUR HAND MOVING


Menulis adalah salah satu cara untuk mengemukakan pikiran, unek-unek, diari atau hanya sekedar mencurahkan perasaan sesaat yang ada di benak mereka. Banyak media yang digunakan untuk menyalurkan tulisan seperti Twitter, Facebook, Tumblr dan masih banyak lag media di internet lainnyai. Sebenarnya setiap orang, setiap insane manusia  bisa menulis, namun untuk dapat menghasilkan sebuah tulisan yang berkualitas dan memiliki daya ketertarikan tersendiri untuk dibaca, tidak semua orang bisa. Dibutuhkan suatu keahlian khusus untuk dapat menghasilkan tulisan yang enak untuk dibaca. Suatu keahlian yang sebenarnya bisa dimiliki setiap orang.  Nah, Di buku karya Anwar Holid yang berjudul “ Keep Your Hand Moving” di jelaskan beberapa tips mengenai  cara menulis dan mengedit.
Ya, Keep Your Hand Moving berarti gerakkan terus tanganmu. Maksudnya jangan mencoret, jangan mengedit sewaktu menulis, jangan berpikir, gerakkan terus tanganmu untuk menulis, jangan pedulikan kesalahan kata atau ketidak logisan yang mungkin terjadi, tidak perlu memikirkan tanda baca, lepaskan control tanganmu, biarkan bergerak untuk menemukan urat nadinya.
Di dalam bukunya, Anwar Holid  menjelaskan bagaimana menghasilkan tullisan yang bagus dan layak, megedit dan memolesnya sehingga pantas untuk dipublikasikan.disinilah kalimat ‘keep your hand moving” di perlukan. Gerakkan terus jari-jarimu. Yang penting tulis saja, apapun itu, walau hanya sekedar menjawab wall atau message teman di facebook, atau menulis diari. Alokasikan waktumu seefektif mungkin untuk menulis. Bagi pemula yang ingin menulis, Anwar Holid menyarankan untuk menulis 10-25 menit setiap hari untuk membangun kebiasaan menulis. Dan dia juga menyarankan bagi pemula untuk tidak perlu takut untuk menuangkan dan menempelkan pikiran orang lain ke dalam tulisan dan pikiran sendiri. Tentunya dengan syarat di dalam tulisan itu kita harus mengutarakan bahwa tulisan tersebut merupakan pikiran orang lain. Demikian yang disampaikan Anwar Holid di dalam bukunya.

A MESSAGE FOR YOU: P.S. I HATE YOU

A MESSAGE FOR YOU: P.S. I HATE YOU

It was the first time we met
Didn’t know why my heart was beating so fast, it was weird
I knew this could be something, something really special between us
Then,
You started it, you texted me for the first time
It was real, it was you texting me
As if you knew that I was checking on you
We were getting closer and closer day by day
We talk about ourselves, our likes, our dislikes, everything
I felt like flying, you took me to the highest mountain
I know I shouldn’t have put my hope that high
Because if the reality isn’t as high as the hope itself, it’ll be really painful
But I got blinded, I couldn’t see all the risks
All I saw was beautiful dreams I created, and there were only me and you
That day, it was Thursday
 you picked me up, you took me to the movie for the first time
I couldn’t describe how I felt that day, I was so happy
I still clearly remember what happened in that whole day
I remember what you wore,
you wore a shirt and a blue jeans with a jacket on, oh and you wore sneakers
I remember all what you said,
You asked me what my favorite music was
You told me about how smart your brother was
You told me the trick why your brother could get a high score in his college
I didn’t like the way you say my name, but somehow it didn’t even bother me
Gosh, the way you talked hypnotized me
Your voice was so….. I couldn’t tell, it was just peaceful hearing your voice
I remember your scent, it was so delightful
You smelled so good that day
Before the movie started, you asked me if I was hungry
Then you took me to a restaurant
I was really enjoying that day, just you and me
The clock didn’t seem so alive for me, it suddenly got evening
And you drove me home,
I actually didn’t want to go home, yet my parents insisted me to go home soon
Because when I’m with you I can feel it, when I’m with you I’m home, I don’t want to go away
that was an unforgettable day for me
I will never forget that day, the day you probably will never remember
In the next days, you stopped texting me
You pushed me away
I never expected that you ended something you started
I never thought I was gonna lose your careness
It’s killing me to see you go after all this time we shared before
As if nothing  ain’t going right for me
My friends keep telling me I should follow my heart
But you broke my heart into million pieces, what piece I should follow then?
Yeah that’s right! my heart was taken by you, broken by you, and now it’s in pieces because of you
You brought me down, you let me down
How could you do this to me?
How could you break my heart that I trusted to you?
How could you tear my dreams apart?
How could you, huh?
I can’t figure out this, never
 I didn’t know you were a hearbreaker and dreamtaker
If I knew that you were just gonna break my heart, I would never fall in love with you
NEVER!!!
Do you know how it felt?
It felt like thousands knives stabbing my heart
A month has passed since the day you pushed me away
I still can’t forget the pain you gave
I act like seeing you isn’t bothering me at all, but deep down inside it’s killing me
You can still smile, as if there is nothing to worry about
As if you did nothing wrong to me
As if nothing never happened
Do you know that your smile kills me slowly?
You smile on the pain I feel inside
It hurts me, so badly
I don’t know why but  just by seeing your face hurts me, yet another things about you
No matter how much I try to heal the pain by making my self busy with something elses, you always try breaking into my shields and come through my head
I get sidetracked from my day just by thinking about you
You even don’t feel sorry for what you did to me
Now I hate you, so much
I hate everything about you that I used to love
I hate your hair, I hate your presence, I hate your scent
I hate your voice, I hate you, I hate you!!!
I hate the way you dumped me
Arrrggghhhhhh
I am so gonna make your life as miserable as you made mine
But I can’t, I’m not that kind of girl
And when you see I ignore you, It’s because my heart’s still fragile
I can’t stand the pain I feel when I see you around me

And the last but not least,
 I have a message for you:
You can’t keep messing with girl’s feeling just because you’re unsure of your own
That’s not fair
Not all scars show, not all wounds heal
You have to consider how you make others feel with your action
And please don’t make a girl fall for you if you don’t plan to catch her                     
P.S. I HATE YOU



Selasa, 15 Maret 2011

Seharusnya Aku Tak Menunggu

Seharusnya Aku Tak Menunggu

kau bilang
"aku akan datang"
tapi kau tak kunjung datang juga
aku tahu, seharusnya aku tak usah menunggumu
lebih baik tidur dan bermimpi saja
daripada menyaksikan malam berlalu
dan bulan tenggelam dengan perlahan-lahan
tapi tapi tapi,
sekarang kau bilang
"aku tidak akan datang"
dan aku pun mulai mengharapkan kedatanganmu
apakah aku telah belajar memahamimu??
Sulit buat memahami semuanya
tapi perlahan akan kucoba untuk memahami kamu dan semua masa lalu ini

Rabu, 09 Maret 2011

hanya untukmu


aku tau aku tidak sempurna
dan bukankah tidak ada yang sempurna di dunia ini?
aku bukan wanita yang bisa memberikan arti cinta yang sesungguhnya kepadamu
aku bukan wanita itu
dan kini aku telah menyadari betapa sakitnya hatiku
hatiku yang dulu pernah mencintaimu
dan ironisnya rasa itu masih ada hingga saat ini
meski aku tau kau tidak bersamaku
meski aku tau kau telah permainkan aku
tidakkah kau tau telah ku berikan hatiku hanya untukmu?
telah ku korbankan ragaku untukmu
telah ku luangkan waktuku hanya untuk memikirkanmu
semudah itukah kau lupakan?
begitu banyak pertanyaan dalam benakku untukmu
kenapa dulu kau beri aku harapan jika kau memang tak suka?
kenapa dulu kau peduli pada hari-hariku kalau memang kau tak cinta?
kenapa dulu kau biarkan aku menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti kau berikan?
katakan yang sejujur-jujurnya padaku kenapa kau lakukan itu
argggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kau membuatku tak waras
aku membencimu, aku menghujatmu
tapi jauh di dasar hatiku aku masih mencintaimu
bodoh!!
aku merasa dunia ini tidak adil padaku
disaat aku mencintainya dengan sepenuh hatiku, dia malah mempermainkanku
disaat aku mulai berharap lebih padanya, dia malah menghancurkan harapan-harapanku
disaat aku mempunyai seribu alasan untuk meninggalkannya tetapi aku tetap mencari satu alasan saja untuk tetap mencintai dan bertahan untuknya, dia malah seenaknya dan tidak menyadari apa kesalahannya
disaat aku mencintai seluruh kelebihan dan kekurangannya, dia malah hanya mau mencintai kelebihanku dan meghujat kekuranganku
disaat aku bahagia karena dia mulai peduli pada keseharianku, dia malah pergi dan mulai menghindariku.
disaat aku mempercayai semua janjinya, dia malah mengingkarinya, bahkan dia lupa pernah berjanji kepadaku
disaat aku butuh tempat untuk mencurahkan keluh kesahku, dia malah tidak peduli dan kalaupun peduli itupun hanya sekedar kata "oh".
disaat bunga-bunga cinta dan sayang mulai bersemi untuknya, dia malah merusaknya dan membiarkanya mati begitu saja. 
disaat dia begitu berarti di dalam hatiku, dia malah menganggapku tidak berarti dan berharga sama sekali untuk hidupnya
eh tapi terimakasih aku ucapkan untukmu
kau mengajarkan aku untuk mencintai dengan ikhlas
kau mengajariku untuk tidak perlu menjadi orang yang sempurna untuk orang yang aku cintai
terimakasih aku ucapkan untukmu

random game


RULES of THE GAME
1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.

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1. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Eenie meenie- justin bieber feat sean kingston
“ hahahahaha what the fuck does this mean?”
2.WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
U smile- justin bieber
“ great!! It’s exactly what I feel, I like when people smile”
3.HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Walking with the bass – barry likumahuwa
4.WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
La La Land – demi lovato
“ no idea”
5.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Air plane – travis garland
6.WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Where do you go - fort minor
“ they miss me????? It’s great being missed by my friends. lol”
7.WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Beautiful – christina aguilera
“ I am beautiful no matter what they say :D”
8.WHAT IS 2+2?
That’s how you know – demi lovato
9.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Can’t be tamed – miley cyrus
10.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Terpesona – glenn fredly feat audy
“ sumpah ini pas banget!!”
11.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Over – drake
“GOSH!! Does it mean my life is over?”
12.WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Love story  - taylor swift
“ not really -___-“
13.WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Billionaire – travie McCoy feat bruno mars
“ hope I’ll die as a billionaire hahaha”
14.WHAT WILL YOU DANCE AT YOUR WEDDING?
Favorite girl – justin bieber
“ of course I’ll be my future husband’s fav girl “
15.WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Thank god I found you – mariah carey
“BINGO!! that’s exactly what I think….”
16.WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Somebody to love – justin bieber
“ doesn’t it mean my hobby is searching somebody to love? Ewww!!! It’s pathetic”
17.WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Lovebug – jonas brothers
“ really? I don’t really kinda  catch a lovebug, duh!”
18.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Not afraid – eminem
“ yeah, they’re never afraid of anything, they’re strong and great friends”
19.WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Heal the world – michael jackson
“ huh?”
20.WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Januari – glenn fredly
“ astaga, masya Allah, lagi-lagi pas”
21.WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Hero – sterling knight
22.WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
The climb – miley cyrus
“honestly, there is nothing I regret of.. I’ve been blessed having my life I live now”
23.HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Gravity – pixie lott
“ummmmmmm, stop confusing me”
24.WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
California girl – katy perry feat snoop dog
“naughty hahahaha”
25.WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Party in the USA – miley cyrus
“ gak nyambung ah”
26.DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
A little too not over you – david archuleta
“ can’t figure what this means, or,,,,,,, may be someone cant be over me hahaha”
27.WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
I’m yours – jason mraz
“ yeah I’m scared to be yours hahaha”
28.IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
A thousand miles – david archuleta
“Honestly, I don’t wanna change anything. Past is past, it’s just a history. My life is  beautiful the way it is”
29.WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
That should be me – justin bieber
“aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa”