Last night i was alome. all alone, i was just by myself sitting in the corner of my room. That was 11 pm, so quite. All my family was sleeping. i tried to sleep, but i couldn't. There was something inside my fucking head that disturbed me. So i decided to take a piece of paper and a pen. What? What was i going to do with those things? Ohh yeah!! I was about to share you guys ny something-that-disturbed-my-head.
I was a new student in my high school. And there was a boy that gave me a very bad impression. let's we call him "Mr. X". So this Mr. X seemed so arrogant and selfish. I felt like i was being looked down by him. then one fucking day, suddenly he texted me. I didn't know why texted me. Honestly, i felt really really surprised, umm may be moore like SHOCKED!!! I was like " Mother F!! the most arrogant boy in class just texted me??!!!" Ok let's make it short, we finally texted each other. We became closer and closer. And unbelievably i started to love him. It was a love not just a crush! sadly, there was something behind his kindness, HE USED ME!! He used me to get alomg with a girl who was my bestfriend. Oh my gash, it hurt. I felt like being stabbed with million knives. how could he do that?!
You all may ask wahy this story disturbed my fucking night, right? so last night, suddenly i miss him, ineed him, i want him. His shadow suddenly floated on my mind. I know i am stupid, or more like fucking pathetic if i may say.. If i could go back i time and change things, trust me I WOULD! I would never know him, i would never believe him and the most important i would never love him!!
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