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Sabtu, 19 Maret 2011

A MESSAGE FOR YOU: P.S. I HATE YOU

A MESSAGE FOR YOU: P.S. I HATE YOU

It was the first time we met
Didn’t know why my heart was beating so fast, it was weird
I knew this could be something, something really special between us
Then,
You started it, you texted me for the first time
It was real, it was you texting me
As if you knew that I was checking on you
We were getting closer and closer day by day
We talk about ourselves, our likes, our dislikes, everything
I felt like flying, you took me to the highest mountain
I know I shouldn’t have put my hope that high
Because if the reality isn’t as high as the hope itself, it’ll be really painful
But I got blinded, I couldn’t see all the risks
All I saw was beautiful dreams I created, and there were only me and you
That day, it was Thursday
 you picked me up, you took me to the movie for the first time
I couldn’t describe how I felt that day, I was so happy
I still clearly remember what happened in that whole day
I remember what you wore,
you wore a shirt and a blue jeans with a jacket on, oh and you wore sneakers
I remember all what you said,
You asked me what my favorite music was
You told me about how smart your brother was
You told me the trick why your brother could get a high score in his college
I didn’t like the way you say my name, but somehow it didn’t even bother me
Gosh, the way you talked hypnotized me
Your voice was so….. I couldn’t tell, it was just peaceful hearing your voice
I remember your scent, it was so delightful
You smelled so good that day
Before the movie started, you asked me if I was hungry
Then you took me to a restaurant
I was really enjoying that day, just you and me
The clock didn’t seem so alive for me, it suddenly got evening
And you drove me home,
I actually didn’t want to go home, yet my parents insisted me to go home soon
Because when I’m with you I can feel it, when I’m with you I’m home, I don’t want to go away
that was an unforgettable day for me
I will never forget that day, the day you probably will never remember
In the next days, you stopped texting me
You pushed me away
I never expected that you ended something you started
I never thought I was gonna lose your careness
It’s killing me to see you go after all this time we shared before
As if nothing  ain’t going right for me
My friends keep telling me I should follow my heart
But you broke my heart into million pieces, what piece I should follow then?
Yeah that’s right! my heart was taken by you, broken by you, and now it’s in pieces because of you
You brought me down, you let me down
How could you do this to me?
How could you break my heart that I trusted to you?
How could you tear my dreams apart?
How could you, huh?
I can’t figure out this, never
 I didn’t know you were a hearbreaker and dreamtaker
If I knew that you were just gonna break my heart, I would never fall in love with you
NEVER!!!
Do you know how it felt?
It felt like thousands knives stabbing my heart
A month has passed since the day you pushed me away
I still can’t forget the pain you gave
I act like seeing you isn’t bothering me at all, but deep down inside it’s killing me
You can still smile, as if there is nothing to worry about
As if you did nothing wrong to me
As if nothing never happened
Do you know that your smile kills me slowly?
You smile on the pain I feel inside
It hurts me, so badly
I don’t know why but  just by seeing your face hurts me, yet another things about you
No matter how much I try to heal the pain by making my self busy with something elses, you always try breaking into my shields and come through my head
I get sidetracked from my day just by thinking about you
You even don’t feel sorry for what you did to me
Now I hate you, so much
I hate everything about you that I used to love
I hate your hair, I hate your presence, I hate your scent
I hate your voice, I hate you, I hate you!!!
I hate the way you dumped me
Arrrggghhhhhh
I am so gonna make your life as miserable as you made mine
But I can’t, I’m not that kind of girl
And when you see I ignore you, It’s because my heart’s still fragile
I can’t stand the pain I feel when I see you around me

And the last but not least,
 I have a message for you:
You can’t keep messing with girl’s feeling just because you’re unsure of your own
That’s not fair
Not all scars show, not all wounds heal
You have to consider how you make others feel with your action
And please don’t make a girl fall for you if you don’t plan to catch her                     
P.S. I HATE YOU



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